Listening to: People yelling across the street
Reading: nothing perticular
Playing: AC Newleaf and Diablo 3
Eating: Maifung rice noodles
Drinking: Diet Rootbeer
School starts in like 8 days, I'm a senor now... so you would guess I should start acting my age.
Well alright. I only have 1 more year till i'm 18 anyway =.= soo my attitude check for this year is to try and keep calm, try and brake my shy-ness, be more open to people and of course only improve to be better. Although being shy has taken a tole on my health and mental figure, I'm starting to loose my mind. Yes being alone is something I did prefer for almost my whole life, but now I realize that being alone is actually a dangerous path to take, Not only will it hurt your image, it will cause you to create fictional characters, No not like your OC's, I mean like a second voice in your head, Something or someone telling you to do things you normally wouldn't do, why smoke? why do drugs? why do any of the wrong things your doing now?! These are things I'm mostly sure a second voice is telling you to do... unless you really want to, then your just an ass...(no offense) Being shy has also given me anger issues. Never have I ever been able to get angry at anybody so quick, I'm not a fighter(Even though my attitude has been like that mostly), I'm actually a lover if you get to know me deep inside. My attitude doesn't reflect who I am, It's what I do that reflects a negative, (semi-negative, positive or semi positive or just a plan asshole) image of who you think I am. So lets start fresh with a brand new me.
Hello, My name Is Jessica Bolden. I also go by Isis, Naomi, Pepsi, and Widget. I just turned 17 and I'm leaving my childish games behind. I love to draw, paint, sculpt, sketch, animate, sew, play video games, watch movies watch famous you tubers, ride bikes, care for animals, listen to music and Make music too. I lost a few of my friends being a loner, online and in school, but I'm willing to change it all and make new ones and repair a broken friendship with those I have ignored purposely or on accident (sorry ;.; I'm an ass I know). I have purposely unwatched people.(for reasons, 1 being I may not liked how you have respond to me, 2, I probably didn't like you from the beginning but watched you to be nice and try and build a friendship but it failed. 3, I just straight up unwatched you for no reason to tell, 4,You were probably one of the people who were bulling me on here, and reason number 5 the most common reason why...I didn't, no I wasn't hacked,I just didn't unwatched you, your still being watched, just look again you should see me still watching you... heh heh now I sound like a stalker.) I have my flaws. I have lied once(yeah.... remember those flowers Vincent had sent me... yeah his friend sent them to me cause he was to chicken to come and give them to me his self...on second thought he didn't even buy the flowers anyway, his friend sent them and signed it from Vince to me... yeah thats like the only thing I lied about here though. but at home I like a lot on the internet...nope I'm like 99.9% truthful here.0.1% was that lie above.), I often make up stuff (how much is often.. often is like once in a blue moon, out of 365 days in a year, 10 of those days I'll make something up... I have a boring life if you hate me now, then I'm sorry, but i'm changing) I can keep a secret, I can keep things hidden, but I can't keep a promise.(I've broken so many promises it's not even a joke man) I disobey rules (sometimes) and I on some strange occasion steal (not like peoples identities, or drugs or anything like that, small things... like a quarter from your moms wallet or a ps3 controller from your brothers room...i did that one like 6 times.... but i gave it back so it's more like borrowing without permission.) Holy shit i'm sneaky as fuck. I'm very sneaky and that's the whole reason why I'm grounded. how sneaky am I per-say? sneaky like a fox. Oh that and I tend to get in conversations that aren't meant for me to read/hear. that's pretty much it.
I'm not active, but now I am. I ride horses(gonna show you soon), care for horses, and I'm gonna help my mom run a daycare center.
I'm oh so lazy and I will cook now and then. only reason why I cook is cause I have three older brothers that use to live with me, now I only have to deal with my 30 year old brother, but he's moving out soon so It'll just be me and mom...which means I'm gonna have to clean a lot more.. oh and I also don't like to clean but I'll get it done on my own time. Sleeping in is good, but I need to brake that habit. ..
but other then that. I'm just a normal girl with dreams that often get crushed in like the next 5 seconds I get them ;.;. Some people call me a spoiled rotten brat. I call myself a lucky person. not a lot of kids let alone some teens have most the stuff I have, if you do then good for you, if not then work hard for what you want then you will get it from your fruits of labor, somebody taught me that having others buy you stuff isn't as rewarding as you buying it yourself. is it true? maybe so. I've never been able to do so, but I look up to him and keep him in my thought everyday.
As of right now I'm planning on saving up for a premium account so I can change my dumb ass username. I'm just a bit tired of pspsp13, so it shall be changed to something like Naomi or Widget still thinking.. I was thinking on doing some cheap point commissions or cheap 1-4 point adopts.